ok.
now i have some time to come here to blog.
jus came back bcos jus now celebrating my brother's bdae.
ok lah. have suki sushi at cck.
but it cost me like 20++. like so ex lor.
haiz~ nvm lah. jiu jiu yi zhi. it's ok.
donno since when the feeling is back.
i feel like killing myself.
really. im not joking.
i don like the feeling at all.
it make me sick.
make me feel like im jus useless.
i try to think positive but...
i cant. really cant.
i hate it!!!!!
y did the feeling come to me.
everything start during XXX.??!
should i stop?!
or to take up the challenge??
wat if this continues?!
will i really kill myself?
can i don find a way out.?
wat will happen to me?!
im tired.
tired of everything.
how i hope im not born out into this world.
everything seem not to beby my side.
everything is out.
i hate it!!!
i cant take it anymore.
i have no one to talk to.
nobody know how i feel.
even if u say yes. u donno.
im tired.
really tired.